Updates

Didn't have the mood and time to update stuff in the blog. Last week was sort of a messy week for me. Work, course, blah, blah blah. going on.

Glad that today my dad's cardio test turn out to be okay. I was very shocked when i heard that he was warded to hospital last week. I was returning from my course and my bro called me about it. Its always like that.. when things happen then you start tell your dad dont eat this and that... don't smoke.. blah blah.. but after that? he carry on with his old habits once he know he is fine. Old people dont like to see doctor.. me too. When i saw him changing into the patient shirt at that point of time i felt very sorry for him. I think anyone who wears it look very sick. Verdict? Hospital is not the best place for patient. At least now he is confident about his health then before. And most importantly, it bring peace to the rest of us, esp my mum.

It was a damn busy week for me since the start of school. Very luan. I'm suppose to be IT guy but turned out to do many other things like Audio/Visual stuff. My school suddenly turned very ON. Keep letting people use our new auditorium to "haolian" their facilities. In the end i am quite stuck at that place most of the time. Also becoz .. i m supposedly the person who knows the equipment there better. Anyway.. two more admin staffs are leaving us. This bring the total casualty to 4 out of 18 this year. Heard they were too stressed. Well why not? Just imagined the strength of the teaching staffs and students increased to 3times since the ADM started and the supporting staff are not even touching 2times. I ain't surprise that they left becoz of stress.

My course? Hmm.... it is about to come to an end. Not exactly very promising i would say. The good thing is that i learnt many new techniques i bet i wouldnt learn it else where. It would definitely be useful to me for life. Most importantly i get to know how the whole system work. It really sucks if you are learning without a mentor becoz you wont know if you are doing the right things. The bad thing is after knowing how the whole system works then u start finding flaws in it. And your confidence takes a beating. Nevertheless I am still happy becoz i get to make new friends from all walks of life. I like to use a different mentality to look at them and try to feel how they feel about the course and the life.

There are very interesting things you can find while talking to them. You'll have a different perception of life after that. Take for example this classmate of mine, a Houseman(opposite of housewife) . In his mid 40s. Didnt know he had attend many other special courses before that. He looked very happy about his life. He said he is persuing his interest in this area. But he had been doing many courses these few years.. but didnt really stick to one. Just like job hopping. Through our conversation, he said he was lonely a couple of time. Probably he is just looking for kakis then the course. BTW he is married with kids so he is not a lau gay . haha. Hope his dreams can come true.

Yesterday, my dad said his ex-landlord's daughter committed sucide. I was shocked to hear the news. I known that gal when i was still helping my dad at his workplace. She was same age as me and was once a SIA gal lor. So sad lor.. life is just so fragile. I heard it was some problems hat she had with her fiance. It was really a tragic for the family lah.. her stupid father went off with a China gal when my dad was still working there. Could a history of broken family had coz her lack of confidence in her relationship? Just my wild guess lah..

LOL.. i just keep writing lor.. Better write when i still in the mood. Last is the stocks lah. Just hope that the market will recovered soon so that i can recover the massive loss i made during these 3weeks. I know its impossible but Hope mah..

After despair comes hope.